Even though I know what is coming in a little while and I did this cocktail 3 years ago for 12 weeks, I still have anxiety. Especially since it will be for 24 weeks this time. I'm going to feel pretty yucky some days, especially come 18 weeks in because of the accumulation each week but this is where Dr Noe will be key in my ring.
I don't have to much to say this morning about this step in my strategy. It's what I need to do to wash this cancer out of my body. Despite all the negativity I see and read out there about chemo, I know what's coming and using my integrative approach and having Dr Sorcinelli and Dr Noe and all my support, I know I will be ok and get through this. In the end, it's all about me and what keeps my mind positive and strong.
Please say a few extra prayers this morning that my first infusion goes well.